wat is trust?bull shit

i will never trust u anymore!!

is u wan to make it lik this..

no ppl force u..

u make it..dun blame me..

u r a fucktard!hate u + disapoint on u..

Crash?Love Crash?

sometimes i really cant believe!!

someone will have a big crash on u..had u ever had b4?

its happen when monday..when i was that moody in Tbf M floor playing my facebook..

a msg pop out..from Casey Low..24 years old

after that he added me in msn n i wnet back to home n start chatting with him in msn..

unbelievable..he told me he hv a crash on me..

he seem over than wat a fren be..somehow..we never meet b4..n tat day was our 1st time cht to each other..

after that day..we chat everyday n he ask for my number and we sms too..

he wan to takecare me..dunwan everyone hurting me..and wan me to b his gf..

am i dreaming or will i believe?

kind of hard..

when i lost everything..he were as my side..caring me..

i duno it is a good start..and so we are just hold it on till he come to kl ..and we gonna meet up n talk about it..

i can feel his care..he such that crash on me n love me..

i duno is it true..

but if one day..will i do the same on as wat he did?

will we really together?can i trust u?

crash~~are u always the perfect n trustable?

am i really can do that?

am i strong?am i reli can stand til the end?

i will never know..

since u r like that..i am decide to giving up on u.

i duno when i am the one u reli care about..and i duno who am i for u for this few years..

how many years i gonna going with u as this life?

mayb i should treat myself more better..

i duno i can do it..at this moment..i am still that LOVING YOU!!

will u stil b mine?

Whats wrong to me this few days？

Whats wrong to me this few days?

just after a weekend..it seem everythings changes..

class,friends the one i love..all change..

whats is going on?

y i lost u as i lost erythings？lost all all my friends in college?

what for?

this few days kind of moody..duno wat to talk bout..

even that i duno how cn i mix together with my frens..

they seem so far away from me..

n u r even more far than them..

i am alone...i wan to make myself to be very very busy so that i will not think about u guys..

how i gonna face it?

as time goes by..everythings changes..

its so scary and so unbelievable..

i reli duno whats going on..

mayb i also dunwan to know whats is reli going about..

wuwuwuuw....who gonna cum n tell me?

our gathering~~09

Here we are!!

our 1st gathering!!thanks jia yi~~

so..et talks about this 2 dayss..enjoy it much~

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THursday~

Jon come to our college and do a visit..we all met up n we play pool together...

me,jia yi, christine,doris,n jon..man yang was in sunway that time so couldnt join us..

after that jiayi,me n jon went to eat tong sui..at snow flake..

cz jia yi have got class party in my place so i teman jon all the time ..

we went to ac eat dinner then play pool again for 2 hours..damn boring la..but stil ok la..subang ma..vey boring..

after that we went to find jia yi n chitchat with him..he was avoid his classmate to throw him into the pool so he chat with us n sumore went to yc..hahah..

unfortune la..when he back he still kena ppl throw him into pool n whole pants is wet..haha..

party is end n so we were back home.i am so tired cz never back home n straight met them..after shwer i just slpet like a dead body..hehe..

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Friday

i hv got presentation of MS..i was so blur..duno wat to do..wat to talk..watever..not tat much mood tat day alsoo...

after present i straight bck home n then calling jia yi them.we r hving gathering in sunway pyramid..

i wan to sit t car to pyramid but it is full so i took cab with yang yao..

i meet them around 4:30pm..

we had our small tea break in tony roma with d very delicious beef meat!!wow.....

we were 6 ppl..jon,lilian,jia yi,jian,christine,doeis , man yang n mii

eat time over n we went to bowling n there we met nicholas..our dai kor~~black man..hhaah..

he cum together with his gf~~sweet sweett..

in the moment..some funny things happen..really laug til my stomach burst la..

but i dun think i wan mention here..i respect him ..hahah..

me n jian r kind of crazy acting china ppl slang in chinese..damn funny..in nike shop kena warning by ppl 'here is not allow to take picture'..hahah..paisehh..

when another returnees, daniel reach,we met him n we went snooker and then movie..

we watch fighting..seriously is not nice..siennnnnnnnnnnnnnzzzzzzzz...

after movie..around 12pm..we walk along sunway pyramid..passby cocobanana..wow..many ppl..but MOS not tat much..we r so keh po si..walk in the sunway hotel for isit..ahaha..

then we went to station one yc n play poker..

and then we go n get our car..jon is the driver..

errrr..i feel unsafe sit inside the car..=x

cz man yang n doris all gonna slp at jiayi house i also ask jon drive me home to pick my clothes n oer night in jia yi house..^^

then we back to puchong n eat supper..

see..this is us..we r so free man..

after back home..chat n get our turn to shower..

w gv jia yi a surprise that help him do mask..hehe...womenizer~~~

all dunwan slp but actuali very tired

we saw jia yi's babies photo album..so cute n he was so paiseh that moment..hahah..

manyang is the 1st who fall slp..

tat doris so energize..when me,jia yi n man yang slping together in bed,she took our potos..issshhh...

jon dint slp cz he hv to leave on 5:30am to air port n to penang..so pity..

at last just when jia yi wake up open the door for jon then doris straight get the place which jia yi slept..

lastly,,we 3 gals slp on the big bed n jia yi slp on smal bed n the poorest..daniel slp on floor with cold..hahah...

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sAturDAy

woke up around 11am pluss...

quite early lo..outside seem want to rain..

we just so lazy n some play piano,singing, listen to jia yi's bro play drums n visit his house..

so went we wan to out going is 1pm plus..

wow..i am driver..1st time drive car that not belongs to me..

n somemore the road that i not used to drive on..wowowo...

we went to puchong eat dim sum..nice nice..yummmyyyyy...

after that we went to neway sing k till 6:30pm

crazy..singk room damn big n we r crazy..we were in da club~~hahaha..

dancing,shouting inside n so...

cz time n transport problems then we need to back urgenly to jia yi house n get daniel's bag pack..he need to take ktm to nilai..far ooo..

after discuss with jia yi parents..everything settle..

1st we went to shashabu eat steamboats..wow..many ppl waiting..we were waited for 25min b4 we get our seat..we r in starvation..b4 the soup n cup are seved,we edi pick all the food we need till the table is full..haaa...

eat eat eat..

but that daniel is keep on complain his seat not gud la..many steam go to him la..he need to help us get drinks la..haha..

n he is worry he wil mis the train..hahah..

9 plus..i drive daniel to sri petaling station.good bye my fren..meet u next week perhaps..

back to jia yi house again..

jia yi parents are very nice..his mom serve us the enzyme..alright..not that bad..hhaaa..

his house look like all chine style..all in wood..just same as my house..hehe...

11 something his parents drive me, man yang n doris back to subang n jia yi stay at home n rest..^^

i had a very nice days with them!!!i love them!!i miss them much!!!

u guys alwayson my mind!!!

xoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoxooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooxoxoxox....

BAck to KTN

weekend nothing to do so i just back to kuantan..

friday after class i straight away back kuanatn..My hometown..

saturday night..was meet out with my ji mui..

my ji mui din told me early n they reach my home n waiting me..

but i havent bath..so i need to go by myself..

i cant drive so ask ker yang drive me..

we meet at Relax..1st time we sit at outside seat..

gossip gossip.haha..

the guy sit behind me was so suk..i cant rmb who is him..

sudenly..he is cuming...from this moment..i know who they r..

really..so clear..

n the moment i duno wat to do...i am blank..

we r like STRANGER..

no smile,no greeting nothing at alll...

i dunwana be ur stranger...

i feel wan to find a hole n stuck in..

i duno wat i can say..

friends all keep asking me..

wat i gonna answer?!

wuwuwuwu.....

why u wan be like that?

many question in my mind..haih...

after that they gone n i am gone too..

me n my ji mui went to beach n blow wind n take photos..

kind of emo..

2am back home..

and sunday today..

i back to KL..

back to the place where i am alone~~

My liMIt!!

Everyone have got their own limit rite?

this time my limit is reach til the end@@

wtf!!dun make me nagry anymore!!

i reli will do somthing that crazy that u cant predict!!!

bitchy!!!watch out!

if u ever do again!!!WATCH OUT!

if u wan to step ppl behind pls la..

dun say behind la..say infront la..

dun act la!!!

got use meh?say jor ppl also duno rel anot.

say infront ma..more fun!!!

can see emotion,action,n everything ler...so fun!!

n hor..dun cry la..cry for wat?

this is the fact la..cant chg anything!!!

u r the one that like that..

u deserve it!!!

WATCH OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Taylors Young Enterprise Day

wednesday was Y.E.D held in taylor business school!
oue stall number is 29..
we prepare well mayb la..i not reli know../
we sell chocolate fountain,donuts,soft drinks n root beer!
keep selling n shouting..like pasar..
tired,,,
hotness,,,
sweating,,
wow..
all here!!pity...
busy from 9am to 3pm..
finaly we get the 3rd prize..
we sell alots..1.4 is the greatest!!!
gud to have u guys..